Been on vacation, sorry folks for not writing! Anyway, had a splending time with my boyfriend just been lazy on the beach and eating good food; let’s say enjoying life from the other side:) Got new energy until 3 days after he left. Sick, sick , sick -again! Excuse me, but fuck this food! I am getting really enoyed beeing ill. Back home it happands 1-2 times a year. Here it happands 1-3 times a month. But now without the energy to fight i express myself by the phrase ”Be a friends with your illness”… I guess that’s the only way not feeling to sorry for yourself.
Had so much to write about the other day and now it all dissapeared. But i am back in Mumbai now.. oh yeah, I went to a Wyclef Jean consert on Saturday at the Hard rock cafè, it was really amazing! What a great consert, what a great night, what a energy! I can’t really compare it to the U2 consert cause this was something different. It was a small scene, maybe maximum 1500 people and Jean running around in the crawd without people getting crazy, using the whole room, experementing with the people- that was really something to remember! Have to tell he’s a big artist.
What else, the Pange a project is getting closer and closer and there’s still a lot to do… Right now i feel zero inspierd and zero motivated as i just feel there is a lack of that little extra that makes you going. Maybe it will change after some meetings i have to do. How to find the motivation? That is my question right now… Think I have been ”homesick” the last days, longing back to my boyfriend, my mother, my friends, the food and sweden. Also thinking about my sister that soon gonna be a mother and so much whishing i could be there listening to the beats of the baby.
Well, i finish this today by biting my tongue and thinking to myself; ”get your shit together girl”.
